I have been quiet. Probably too quiet. I don’t think anyone around me REALLY knows how close I have been to losing it. I have been hanging on with everything that I have. I want to scream. I want to hide. I am probably millimeters away from springing that last thread that is keeping me…
I am overwhelmed. Period. I posted the song of my life right now “Bring on the rain” a while back… then followed it up with “Unstoppable“…. The meanings behind those 2 songs haven’t changed. I have never run a business. I have never sold anything in my life. I am a computer programmer… a good [...]
Tomorrow is the big day. My neighbor will be coming over in the morning to start exercising! I’m a little worried. I can already feel my lungs moaning. That is not a good thing right? I need to get those bad thoughts out of my head! Forge forward. Get excited. Try my hardest. DO it!…
I think I need to start over. Mainly because I haven’t done anything yet. Oh wait, I did eat breakfast today… but really, does that count? I did not walk on the treadmill last night. Maybe I need to rethink that plan… waiting until both hubby and son are tucked away in bed to work…
It is now day 2 of my journey. Have I worked out? NO! But I have lost 2 pounds according to the scale. I know that it is just because I haven’t eaten yet. But I’m still hoping those 2 pounds stay away forever… I’m hiding from them and begging their friends to follow them…
Yes, I said it. I admit it. I’m Procrastinating. A lot. On the bright side though, my office is uber-organized now… and it’s clean… My bulletin board is hung with storyline index cards all over it. The word processor is open. My mind is spinning out thoughts and ideas… However, I haven’t typed in one…
ok – so for those that know me – skip this paragraph – for those that don’t… I believe that any person can become whatever they want to be – I don’t think about gender. I do realize that in most cases, men are stronger than women – but other than that – not so…
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